"A Miracle"! And..."Apparently, Phenomenally!"

 I'll be back to explain asap...

Dr. Ganesh!

Recovering from surgery. Just got home a while ago, after two days extended stay after an unexpected heart incident, unrelated to that surgery. 

Interesting to watch, actually, because they took it sooooo seriously they called out a crash team of about a dozen people, like on TV, and each one had a very specific thing to do. Wound me up having to stay and cardiologists put me on yet another ban on all food and drink (after finally juuust getting to eat and drink again from my surgery!) so they could do a stress test and echocardiogram next morning...a 5 hour thing.

Everything's fine and I hit McD AND Arby's on the way home (shhhh!!!!) :P but I was starving. Saved my Arby's 'til tomorrow though!

Met a few super duper intelligent and genuinely searching medical folks who are now gonna watch "Eat Pray Love", "The NeverEnding Story", and "Contact" to learn just how very *worthy* they are to *realize* the Universal Physics Truth! Such beautiful deep conversations we had, so it was meant to be that my stay was extended! Precious gift for us all around!

Beautiful people! Miss them already!

Before surgery I (recumbent) biked off at least 1000 calories watching "Eat Pray Love" several times in a row (w/Julia Roberts, who loves Hinduism in real life) just for the beautiful music score and atmosphere that I absolutely Love! So romantic and such a beautiful searching journey for her, as she travels to Italy (Eat...spaghetti!), India (Pray) to an ashram, to meditate and chant Sanskrit...Panini built Consciousness into the Sanskrit language!...and meet Ganesh! *Remover of Obstacles!*, and Bali (Love)...where something very precious and very magical happens for her, in her *Aha!* moment at the end!

My doctor/surgeon, by the way, is from India, and I tease him that HE is _MY_ Ganesh! ("Remove my obstacles, PLEEEASE!") :) He is really a funny, funny guy!

Gonna go watch "Eat Pray Love" again now (*One* of my favorite "go to" movies I dvr'd years ago. Love...the atmosphere!)  ...cause I...talked my OWN self into it!

Hmmm...now where did I put that Arby's! :P

Eat Pray Love

*hugs*h

PS... Know exactly what I'm watching next week, too! ;)

Pps... Update: Yes, that's me. :(

What the Kriiiisna?!

 k...No...w, I promise I'm not losing my mind, or *balance!* ⨀ B)

I'm making glial glue (nutrition around neurons) ;b that'll stay with them a lot longer than quick dismissal (takes longer to process, and deny, as I explained on dl fb) by pretending to be an elephant having the power to remove obstacles in the road...er, read! ;) Uncomfortable, actually, but somebody's gotta do it, and seems nobody else knows ...how... to help them *realize* they're going the (half) Way!.

Trying to protect people, cause they (admittedly) sure can't figure out "how"!

They keep saying it's all about saving lives, and if they really mean that, they need to *do the work* to learn HOW!

If they wake up just a little bit, save at least one life, I've done what I'm supposed to do. 🕉 But it's lonely, being me. 😥 Doesn't feel very good...until I remember the many people and animals I may be able to help save! 💗 Makes it all worth it! :) 

Obstacles, Obstacles... Ganesh! ৻° ( )

Okay, I know...where have I been, since XIX? 

Had eye surgery... So, pre-op, post-op, and a raid on apple fritters, french fries and some piggin' out here and there to get through the stress... Hey, they no longer put you to sleep through the whole thing! So you're awake throughout the entire surgical scenario!

(That's my excuse and I'm sticking to it!) Of course, then that was a whole heckuva lotta exercise to work that back off, but...I like to exercise! I was the one who went flying off the unparallel bars in gym class growing up, landing on all twos in the angel position! T

But as you know by now, after I detect a devastating event before it manifests I tend to be devastated by it for a few weeks afterward....this time Tonga. So many layers of myself have to recover from that experience, particularly because it's always worthless information to the unconscious conventional world, and the NonLinear physics behind it are worthless to "modern" scientists, who think I'm the one who's delusional. So, I've needed *time* to kinda shake that off and distract my own self away from it so I don't wind up detecting several others.

But I've intentionally been tweeting a lot to seismologists and other researchers to help them become defensive enough that they'll spend at least enough time with what I'm trying to teach them fighting me off! ("Some nutcase on Twitter thinks they can predict earthquakes!") B)  Gives them longer and deeper experiences with the information they'd otherwise so quickly and immediately dismiss, that hopefully they'll reconsider as they grow through their careers. They aren't able to reason through NonLinearity because it doesn't fit into their linear foundation. Sad, but true! Especially the consequences to millions of folks trusting them with their lives.

Anyway, unless folks have seriously "done the work" along the way, and repeatedly, they likely can't follow much else on the reincarnation subject, as of XIX, because it now gets to where, similarly in quantum physics at the Core, when everything gets soooo small it can no longer be seen, it has to be *experienced* to be acknowledged, the point at which sentient beings meet quantum physics. So we're at that experiential sentience mode, and I can't do that work FOR them!

Anywayyyy, again... I always get moody after I detect something horrific that devastates people's lives, when I have no power to protect them. It's an awful, awful helpless feeling. And it can set off my knowing many more, and I want none of that right now, so...

Kinda how we got here 20 years ago though! *hugs* Thank you, my friend! <3

I'm here. Been here all along, just wasn't ready to write. Of course I have a lot of compassion for scientists who just don't realize how much they're missing. But my heart goes out to the folks whose lives are devastated in these events. :(

Meanwhile, ((((a lot of joy)))) <3 on the other side of the bridge there, I see! :) I'm with ya!

Love the name! ;) <3

Back soon!

 Just had eye surgery.

*hugs*

:)

Speaking of Ganesh Obstacles...

I keep finding myself with all kinds of intriguing and fun ideas to implement... and no place to share them with you! B(

We've gotta stop / start meeting like this! 

That other place** hasn't worked in soooo long. :(

Miss us! (Anybody else miss the good old days of message boards? Like, everybody had their own townhouse, so the closeness was there, so easy to talk with each other then, Nowadays it's like everybody has their own entire town, instead! Makes it really difficult to sit out on the steps and hold a meaningful conversation!)

Who knew...modern technology would create such inadvertent distance?!

*Talks to other side of mirror*

"Nope! Not even me!" says my reflection.

Oooommmm....

Meditating in front of your mirror gets...intriguing...to say the least. Someone to talk to, though! As in, someone actually able to *hear* me! <3

Wait! Did the buddha change his hairstyle?

Oh wait, that's...meeee! *rebalances self* Wait, can't be! No one reeeeally has a self. Could it be...?

Ooooommmm....  Oh!!!!

Having an *aha!* moment here... Meditation says... Oooommm... I mean, it says... dark chocolate Hershey baking powder in 2% milk may make some mighty fine...ice cream?  But it's gotta be frozen first, of course!

Wait! Is that right? But what's left? 

(I tell ya, quantum mechanics gets iffy and exhausting sometimes.)

I know I sensed a clue in there somewhere! 

Oooommm...

*Senses a brilliant Answer in the works! Ooooommmm.... Here it comes... Here it comes...

*Ahaaaa!*

I got it! I got it! Who needs baking powder and powdered milk and "t...i...m...e" when there's... already a nutty buddy in the garage? Bp

"Falls through wormhole, straight to freezer*

*Gets suspended* As in, stuck! 

Oh, noooo! *Contemplates" Now where on earth is that darned freezer key?!

Oooommm...

Ganesh, where are ya?

Hey, been a difficult week. Never feels very good being all alone with that much information. Gotta unwind some-time.

** Found it but worry I'll lose it again! :/

Ancient Hershey

Om...mmmmgosh, hope you're (not) still sitting there all these months on the edge of your seat, waiting for what I did with this dark chocolate "invention" of mine!  Sorry... 

Anyway, to finish that thought...

Freeze water in bottles. Then, toss them on the floor a few times to break up the ice into slush. (Gently! I've wrecked a few! :/ ) Add Hershey's dark chocolate baking powder (only 10 calories per Tbsp, very concentrated so you can easily only use half that! Or, double! :p) and your favorite sugarless sweetener! And water, of course! 

Shake, and...yum! Like a liquid / slush Hershey bar without the guilt! I mean, come on! You can have 20 to 40 of these chocolate ice slushes for the calories of just ONE Hershey bar!!!! (I dare ya!). :)

Well, make sure you're staying home that day! B/

Okay, okay...speakin' of *One*...

Been hanging on HH Dalai Lama's fb, while trying to get back to my own! And, my blogs. 

And, re-watching HH Dalai Lama's 3 day, 9 hour conference with Taiwanese quantum physicists, over and over again, because I can Answer their questions (second half of day 3).

Before that, I was inspired by Discovery Channel's Expedition Unknown's Consciousness seeking "Shangri-La" / "Utopia" (90 mins) episodes (several) and their equally incredible "India's Atlantis," complete with fun street dancing and, well fun throughout! 

From those, I began a Shangri-La series on my scientists' blog.

Where I am right now there, with my quantum physics of re-incarnation and past life memories series actually would pretty much be where the Shangri-La series left off.

It's all the same thing, just getting more and more intriguinger and intriguinger...

Is that a word? (Hey, it is Now!!!!) :P

And tinier and tinier and tinier! Hence, "quantum physics," which can very easily be heard (in our context of Consciousness) as when things simply get smaller and smaller until they just can't be ...seen... anymore! (omg, is that where I disappeared to for awhile :? )

Anyway, of course, what do ya do with that *empty space* and how do ya *even* know it's there? Well, that's the point at which sentience begins (sentient/experiencing beings!) As in...us, too!  ;) 

Fascinating, btw, to reverse that! Think about it for a minute! Oops, time's up! 'Cause that's what's freakin' out quantum physicists...there's no time or space for them to measure anything, which is ...boggling their minds!...

And so is re-incarnation and past life memories! 

Those actually have a very common sense explanation!

You'll see!

Something important about us all, that could quite literally change the whole world! If only...anyone would *listen* !!!

Thank you, my precious 20 year special friend, for reminding me what I ...NEED... to be doing!

You and HH Dalai Lama are my best teachers ever! 

Thanks, my friend! I reeeeally needed you right now!

*hugs*

PS... I saw that, Dalai Lama! ;) Intriguing book!

Greatest Discovery in the Universe...Solved!

Okay, okay...so it's chocolate! Dark chocolate! As in, near ZERO calories! For real!!

And it was all my idea!

Well, I invented it!

Well, kinda...!! Almost!! But close enough! 

Hey, whatever it takes! It's delicious, rich dark chocolate! =P

Okay, okay, so I bought it! But it's what I've done with it that's what's so...fun!! =P

Back soon to explain myself! Well, my chocolate! Wait 'til ya hear!

My Deer Friend

Today I had the most precious encounter with a baby deer! =)

There are several deer living on my property, always an eye gaze away! They feel safe here, and I cherish and protect that for them. I've even nicknamed part of my lanai "Deer Point," because they love snuggling up under my holly tree and junipers. So close, in fact, that I could lean over and pet them, if they'd let me. But I haven't tried, because it's so much more important to me that they feel safe.

This afternoon, a baby was there, seemingly all alone (though mom and dad proved themselves very nearby later on), as happens every day, and it spotted me in my sunroom about the same time I spotted him or her!

And for me it was love at first sight! Well, okay, first sight today, at least. but it was so close and I felt torn between befriending the little one with a handful of deer corn all the while worrying that may inadvertently lead to a trust that could cost it its very life one day.

I just began leaving them deer corn the other day, though they've been here for years, but I'm trying to keep it a natural find so they don't develop a dependency and stay safe in the process.

Anyway, I used sign language to let the little one know there's a lot of love in my heart for them, and that they are safe here with me. And instead of the little one taking off running, he/she seemed to get my message and, after our long staring contest, it just went about its peaceful grazing in place. It was such an amazing experience!

I feel so honored by their presence, their closeness, and I cherish being able to be their inadvertent caretaker/safe home provider!

The little kid in me feels as though I met Rudolph himself today, and got to spend some time with him.

And 2 hours later he brought his Mom and Dad by, to that very spot, to say "hi!" <3

They knew I was there, and they were okay with that! <3 <3 <3

I need them to know that I'm here.

Where on Planet Earth Have I Been?

Kinda been asking myself that very question.

But I always know where to look for the answer...tragic documentaries. Watching them right now. Whacks me right back into place, reminding me of exactly who I am and what I need to be doing.

Watched another one recently on "predictive analytics."

I think that's a good starting point for me to be writing about.

Predictive Analytics?

Let's start with something a little more fun. Upbeat! Equally curious! And ironically ...related!

6EQUJ5

What, you may ask, is that? 6equj5?

Back in the 1970s, a scientist at a space observatory was shocked when a mysterious signal began coming in from outer space. That message? 6equj5! He was so amazed he wrote next to it..."WOW!"

Hence, it subsequently became known as the famous "WOW!" signal...that nobody could ever figure out.

That is, until I did, about a decade or so ago.

Let us play...

What are the odds, I must ask, that a mysterious undeciphered (all those years) signal from outer space would, upon the application of very basic Consciousness physics principles, graph out to the perfect coordinates of a...space ship? A flying saucer?

Say what? It would make perfect sense that advanced "aliens" would test their less advanced earthlings to see how Conscious we are! After all, trust me, the answer would speak volumes!

It was quite an eerie discovery, I must say!

Wanna experience that feeling yourself? Graph it out yourself! Go on, have some fun with it! I'll show you how..

1...Write out 6equj5, and grab a piece of graph paper.

2...Convert all letters to numbers. Example: e is the fifth letter of the alphabet, and hence, 5.

3...Now that you have all numbers, find their "middle way." Ex: 5 becomes + and - 2.5 

4...Plot each number horizontally, vertically down the center of your graph paper.

5...Connect the dots.

Bingo! Or whatever you wanna call it!

Cool, huh?!

Now, about those "predictive analytics?"

UPDATE: July 24, 2021... Predictive Analytics and Sensory Physicality article is now on my scientists blog. See link just above 6EQUJ5 above.

UPDATE, July 20, 2021...

Basic Consciousness Principles I Applied to 6equj5, and Why it Serves as an Important Lead-in Toward a Discussion on Predictive Analytics

Everything is Ultimately Empathy, Energy...and that energy causes frequencyXintensity, which causes patterns, which causes mathematics, concepts, language...where convention gets lost in the stories people tell themselves about those concepts.

Invertedly, language reduces to mathematics > patterns > intensity > frequency > energy > Empathy!

*Balance*

Just looking at 6equj5 several years ago from my natural nonlinear math mind, I could see the shape manifesting from it as starting small, getting larger and larger, and then becoming small again. So that is what suggested a need to graph out what I was recognizing.

Now, what does that have to do with predictive analytics?

I have that article ready to post on my "...for Evolving Scientists" blog, where the answer will be explained.

As quickly as I can tap...er, type! I promise the *connection* is pretty intriguing!

Imagine Know Religion - Two & Too

Working on his own "mathology." Young Sheldon explores Buddhism. Taoism, Hinduism, etc., along with Western religions, and finds himself confronted by a "binary universe."

Question Everything! 

Extended Young Sheldon episode: S1 E11 "Demons, Sunday School and Prime Numbers"

Imagine Know Religion

"Imagine no religion," John Lennon once sang.  People were furious with him, so furious, in fact, they never were able to hear what he was actually saying!  Imagine what would happen, he was offering, coming from a place of *realization,* (having studied the 3000 year old Bhagavad Gita with his spiritual guru / Sanskrit teacher), if folks would lay down their weapons of faith, ~ just long enough ~ to *realize* what they are ~ really ~ doing, when they pick them back up again!  That's all!   A peeling away at the onion of *change!* - me

More to come...(Pardon the Pun!)

Suicide Among Psychiatrists, Psychiatric Residents in Training, & Military

Keep seeing these on social media, like twitter, and on TV documentaries, and wanted to provide some insight and clarification here, where I have more room and time to write.

Hoping to help.

Two key issues "happening at an alarming rate" stand out that I feel are important to address:

• Conspiracy Theorists Claiming Suicide Outcome Intentionally Built into Psychiatric Medications

When a person is experiencing a deep depression with suicidal ideation, his or her energy is >trapped< so much that they don't have the energy to commit suicide. Psychotropic medications are designed to free up that trapped energy of deep, paralyzing depression so the person can feel better, function, go to work, go to school, enjoy activities, family and friends, sports, hobbies, etc.. However, it is precisely when their energy is freed that they are most vulnerable to actually carrying out a suicide attempt, because they suddenly have the actual energy to do it. So it's an inadvertent side effect, not the medication itself, that contributes to the situation. If a patient hasn't shared with his or her doctor their suicidal ideation, it's a lot harder for the doctor to closely monitor and assist the patient across that newly freed energy threshold.

So it's an acute energy issue, not an intentional conspiracy to harm someone, that causes the problem.

• Psychiatrists & Psychiatric Residents/Students Committing Suicide Themselves

Years ago folks on a message board were asking: "Where are psychologists and psychiatrists getting their information from?"

It was a perfect spin-off of the epistemology question: How do we (humans) know what we know? In particular, here, these therapists? Is it just "opinion," guesswork. human invention?

As I have previously written, if you right-click on your mouse and choose "View Page Source" from the list that comes up, the entire page you're on converts to the code (like html) that wrote it, underlying all its design...pictures, videos, colors, arrangement, fonts, sizes, everything!

Likewise, ourselves! If you "right-click" on life itself!

And not only humans, and all sentient (experiencing) beings, but all else in Existence as well, microscope to cosmos and everything in between! Every object, event event, every story on the evening news! Every happening, everywhere!

It ...and we... are all ENCODED!

It's an inescapable reality!

Well, escapable to collective unconscious convention, aka >99% of the entire world's population, at least.

But there is no convenient escaping for psychiatrists, clinical psychologists, and doctoral level students training to be psychiatrists / psychologists. They no longer have the luxury of hiding their heads in the sand. The game is up! The Truth is out! Or, coming out!

So pressed with work and/or studies, and overwhelmed with the enormous responsibility of having patients in distress with all sorts of issues, and the inescapable 'paperwork" and red tape of establishment, right when the comforts of everyday life, family, spouses/partners and other traditional leanings are needed the most, those rugs of go-to comfort have all been pulled out from under them!

Why? Because (relative to how long they've been in the business of therapy), similar to discovering the truth about Santa Claus, everything, everywhere, has been redefined. They weren't expecting to run into that "code" when they ventured into mental health as a doctoral level profession! But now there is no escape from their own entire lives having been turned upside down and inside out, as they became, or are becoming, Conscious / Enlightened!

Many find themselves all alone with their new, increasingly higher and higher realizations! Family and other loved ones can't hear them, can't process what they are going through at that level, to know how to be there for them.

Psychiatrists and psychologists aren't just sitting there, being a listening ear, a trusted confidant. They are observing and processing everything their patients say and do, multidimensionally, mathematically if advanced enough, through the lens of that code!

Unless they have one foot in their practice and the other out there in convention, they can't just "leave it at the office" when they become distressed themselves, whether with the stress of work or their own personal problems, being human and all themselves.

Even if they have fellow colleagues, most still can't take their personal problems home with them to the comfort and support of loved ones. They don't know "the code" and the therapist can't escape knowing it, let alone the level of involvement their knowing that "code" has taken their problems.

It can be a very painful, lonely place. Worse yet in private practice.

I know that feeling of being "invisible." I've been there all my life, born there! It's a beautiful gift, nonlinear superConsciousmess, multidimensional math and language, etc., knowing how life, including people, really work(s), yet still a very lonely one, no matter how much of a spin anyone could put on it. I personally wouldn't trade it for anything unconscious convention has to offer, but being all alone with it can be very difficult at times. But I was born with it, so I haven't had to suddenly have a lifetime of conventional leanings to adjust myself away from, as those unwittingly delving into psychiatry or psychology as a profession would find themselves dealing with (similar to how Buddhist child monk novices are guided into the Truth from a young age, vs those suddenly jolted into it as adults, having decades of their lives to have to redefine and confront). It was quite a shock to begin college suddenly discovering just how much of a divide there was between myself and convention! So I can empathically identify with those suddenly finding themselves feeling like an alien.

I remember that around 20 years ago psychiatry was first on the list as the #1 suicide profession.

No *One*-der!

Writing...to be continued. Subject to editing.

Buddhism and Science, HH Dalai Lama and Me...

His Holiness the Dalai Lama has always been such a comfort for me. While I consider myself eclectic/Taoist, Buddhist monks are not only compassionate, empathic souls, but they are very brilliant ones, at that! High lamas often have PhDs, "Geshe" degrees in Tibetan language, including HH Dalai Lama, who was only about 23 years old at the time.

I was a small child when the voice coming from our giant, jukebox-sized radio, which I passionately loved to explore all the buttons and dials on, announced that the young Dalai Lama had safely escaped into India, fleeing into exile from the communist takeover from China. Thanks to my videographic, photographic, audiographic (aka nonlinear) memory, I remember that moment as if I am experiencing it right now, able to see exactly where I was standing, where the radio was, the meaningfulness and significance of the event in the voice of the announcer. Little did I realize at the time just how deeply profound that experience would be for me throughout my life.

These last several months had taken me away from HHDL's many symposiums on science with leaders in various fields around the world, because for quite a while I had neither computer nor cell phone with me. Now able to reclaim my personal space and time as my own, I am getting back to the brilliance of the Dalai Lama in his symposiums with quantum physicists, a passion we both share, as it relates to and reveals the real Universal Truth for what it is, and am stirred to once again assist him in every way I can toward actually being heard! For years I have been converting his teachings and dialogues to very basic, everyday language, which makes it so much harder for people to conveniently escape to conventional familiarity by their citing what HH Dalai Lama says as simply religious opinion, unaware that Buddhist high monks are physicists in unintentional disguise...as is Psychology!

Quantum physics, despite modern scientists' insistence that "this is all new," have been recognized and Answers *realized,* for thousands of years!

But modern scientists' persisting in modeling linear-only perceptions to the unconscious world for billions to mistakenly emulate has devastating consequences for all sentient (experiencing) beings. Reminded once again of my purpose and "responsibility to elicit change in this world," instilled in me by my beloved professors/dept heads of Psychology and Philosophy, I am regaining my strength and determination to be and do what I was put on this planet for, luck of the draw or not. The results are the same: *change!*

So spending time with HH the Dalai Lama in his science/quantum physics (and other) symposiums toward helping him be heard also, in turn, helps me to not feel so all alone with all this. We tend to help each other in that respect!

New dialogues and teachings in Universal Science, between HHDL and Mongolian students and others, have just happened, addressing the difficulty modern scientists, Western in particular though not exclusively, are having in trying to grasp the nature/Nature of quantum physics, global warming, and other current issues, because they still cannot appreciate the importance of including feelings/sensory experiences in their quests for Answers. 

Unified Theory requires  ~ everything ~ to be included, nothing and no one conveniently and selectively left out! Not even the scientists themselves, nor their mirrors! 

Quantum physics requires (and reveals) their elusive quantum entanglement which requires personal and direct participation. There are no Answers in safely hiding out in an audience of detached observers.

Hence, one's Nuclear Family physics, and why Psychology IS quantum physics in inadvertent disguise, no where near the convenient "soft sciences" scapegoat Western, linearly-mistaken scientists hide behind.

If they genuinely want Universal Answers, they will have no choice but to discover themselves *within*...those Answers!

Some of my favorite Dalai Lama symposiums, often thoroughly discussed on my "*Clear Path*...for Scientists" as well as "...for Everyone" blogs, include:

... The Nature of Consciousness (with Russian scientists, one of whom is related to psychology's famous Pavlov. These scientists express intrigue by the Dalai Lama's book, The Universe in a Single Atom.)

... Dialogue with Chinese (Taiwanese) Scientists on Quantum Effects (what an inquisitive child he adorably is here, tracing early human existence across the globe! Scientists and Dalai Lama alike prove themselves soooo much FUN and hilarity in this one!) 

Later Note: Just noticed HHDL, in this symposium, is also talking about mind being separate from brain and the resistance he has met from scientists in that regard. Recent article I wrote on the topic on my "...for Scientists" blog. Hadn't seen this in a long time when I wrote that.

... Dialogue Between Modern Science and Buddhist Science (Yokohama, Japan, frazzles minds!)

... Mind & Life XXVI - Mind, Brain and Matter: Critical Conversations Between Buddhist Thought and Science (Neuroscience)

Trying to locate the video for Mind Sciences Symposium in Pisa, Italy. And there's another wonderful discussion with HH Dalai Lama and mindfully Aware devoted actor Richard Gere, whose heart he has captured for decades!

Soooo many more! Never miss a chance to witness His Holiness Dalai Lama with South Africa's Archbishop Desmond Tutu. Talk about hilarious fun!

I can feel my trapped *energies* freeing themselves already!

A little alter ego just reminded me of THIS!

Knowing...A Love / Hate Relationship - At Least a Lonely *One*

Struggling to publish my Knowing article on my "...for Evolving Scientists" blog, though it has been written in my longhand routine for quite a while. Not because it isn't important, because it seriously is, but just that it's so darned lonely there!

Several other new articles are written, or almost written, as well.

My article is about how very real the math is in the movie, and how that is, and addresses the epistemological** questions posed by the professor to his students and colleague.

It's just that, for me, it's not just a scary movie, as most folks assume it. It is reality!

I will probably post it. Desensitizing myself somewhat just writing this!

I do want to post another one I am calling "The Code," or combine the two.

** Asks "How do we know what we know?" Is everything simply random? Is there a "Grand Meaning"?

The EnCoded Universe

I reeaallyy wanna focus on just how it is that everything going on in the Universe, including the Universe of us, of any one and/or all of us, individual and/or group, is actually an encoded physics, realizable, recognizable, and provable! Everything in existence, conventionally-conceived physicality, events, happenings, all goings-on, has and shares this underlying physics.

This is so important! Awakening to this Higher Truth has enormous implications on behalf of all sentient (experiencing) beings. Unconsciousness of it, enormous consequences.

So much more to talk about! Including here...on Ganesh.

Profound stressors going on in my life. But I am getting back to my writing as much as possible. Way too important not to! How dare I keep it all to myself!

Promise that's not gonna happen!

I am actually actively here, and on my ...for Scientists blog, and others related of mine, reading, with a few more articles written and ready to be posted. Getting there...tap, tap, tap...

I had a place to directly talk with my students privately, but it...disappeared. =( If only the Universe could figure that one out! =/

Mental Health, Psychology, Psychiatry, Physics & Consciousness

Well, leave it to collective unconscious convention to naively assume if you're seeing a therapist you must have something seriously wrong with you! Aw, geesh! Doctors cover the entire realm of MIND! Like those full circle rainbows in the Pacific, a pot of gold awaits those who won't settle for anything less. (It just feels like coal sometimes. =/ )

Like Sanskrit "aham" (I am.), first sound when you open your mouth, last sound when you close it. And "in the middle" (Madhyamika)... I. Or, you, as the case may be! Tao 47! WithinXWithout. It is all/Awe, a reflection of yourself. Not just in platitudes, but in actual, very real nonlinear physics.

Clinical psychologists and psychiatrists are, more often than not, very Conscious, Awake, Enlightened, and they use the multidimensional physics, including some of the math, to help their patients. I asked the psychiatrist who diagnosed me as "functioning beyoooond the doctoral level"** starting college when they "figure it out" and he said "around the third year of residency." 

He also said "You would feel all alone in a room full of hundreds of people!" Okay, he's got me there! I have a highly gifted long-time friend who's been known to say thousands! I know the feeling. It's like you're invisible. Comedian Carol Burnett did a skit on her popular comedy show years ago that really resonated with me. She was in a restaurant, and none of the waiters would acknowledge her. When she got up to go get help, they walked right through her, everything they'd been carrying to others flying everywhere. But it's no laughing matter when your basic well-being is being threatened as a result, though. In my case, it has been frighteningly dangerous!

Boy, have I been getting put through the wringer over these last several months, having to fight so hard just to protect and defend myself from conventional social authorities. In hospitals and rehab for months (amputation surgeries, chf, etc.), they became concerned that I was isolating myself more than is comfortable for them. In context, that kinda naturally happens when you buy a huge property in a place you're not from, have never been, followed by 8 deaths in a row in your family. Horses and cows can only do so much! Much different now, but my point is that my nonlinear multidimensional math brain is always already so naturally overstimulated and exhausted observing the Universe in layers upon layers of timeless spacelessness (Whew! What I was born with! Can't so easily just turn it off!) that it's...yes, "exhausting!" (see previous Ganesh article here!) to surround myself with a lot of other people. Highly gifted folks are always creating, always processing, and unfortunately when it comes to nonlinear physics, there's not a ton of people readily available for a lot of collaborating! I remember in college "Exceptional Child" class, the textbook went on and on about how hard it is to even get funding for programs to assist gifted children because people think they already have more than their fair share as it is and don't need anything. 

It has always been a terror of mine to find myself inescapably trapped in the hands of collective unconscious convention, knowing fully well the damage they can do to someone like me. Admittedly, that fear is enhanced by a lifetime of detecting imminent horrific events congealing (EQs, 911, etc), in detail, only to be totally ignored. Convention loves its AFTERmath! =/

"Thrown to the wolves!," I've always called it, left all alone to fend for myself. All of them, only One of me! Doesn't feel very good.***

Confusing Consciousness

In college, I wrote a thesis on the truth/Truth about mental illness in society, about how things are not exactly as they appear to be. I found wonderful support from psychiatrists, in the UK particularly, who were mindful that many folks would far more benefit from classrooms guiding them higher than to be put into institutions. Folks needed help, insightfulness, to untangle all the tangled webs they were weaving themselves into, not drugs and/or institutionalization. Truth is a very powerful antidote!

Jolted out of mindlessly doing "what everybody else is doing," which often happens when events such as September 11th, 2001, etc, suddenly occur, it's usually not very long before millions slip right back into familiar complacency, but many folks are totally derailed when those musical chairs are pulled out from under them. Where do they go next? What is the meaning of life? Why didn't their deities protect them? Basic Trust, established in infancy, gets replaced with anxiety, depression, cognitive difficulties. None of the old "go to" comforts and distractions suffice. And of course what happens when you push water aside? More rushes in! And with it...Universal Truth, the real Reality! Like what happens with meditation! But with no one to help folks understand what is happening to them, things can get pretty scary, neurons and neural pathways entangled, nerves frazzled, attempts to make sense out of senselessness go off the rails! 

Where's a good Consciousness teacher when you need them?! (Uh, right here! =/ I may be missing an arm these days, but everything else is still intact! ;) )

Of course, not every situation is so easily remedied. For folks with physiological/neurological issues, classrooms designed to wake people up to higher reality who find themselves in limbo are not going to be the full prognostic way to go. I am reminded of the work of Dr. Marion Diamond (think brain slices) and her husband (Dr. Arnold Scheibel)'s neuroanatomical research showing how schizophrenia can be seen under a microscope, where healthy neurons are "lined up like little soldiers" vs neurons reflecting physiological chaos/distress.

Consciousness can, however, provide extraordinary insight into the nature and cures of such illnesses as Parkinson's and Alzheimer's Diseases. Years ago I watched programs (like "60 Minutes" and "20/20")  on these with the mindful intent to superConsciously *listen* and observe nonlinearly, multidimensionally, mathematically throughout, for their timeXspace signatures (and took incredibly revealing notes on each). Patients, families and even their doctors had no idea that with every word they said, they were exposing important underlying dynamics involved. Those notes sat on my desk for soooo long, at a time when I was being relentlessly invalidated. One day I simply picked them up and...ripped them up!

Marketing myself has never been one of my strong suits!

Primarily, though, when we're talking about mental health issues, we're addressing everyday life struggles and basic functionality, where the more mindfully *balanced* folks are, the more comfortable they are going to find themselves, and the more meaningfully successful.

Doing the Math, or Work!

As I have previously discussed here, quantum physics, relative to everyday life, simply involves *energy* out of equilibrium, the reality that if the Universe requires a balance of 9 and you behave 6, it is going to bring experiences into your life that force you to confront the missing 3. Behavior (which includes mindfulness, or lack thereof) of 4 will manifest into your life the lack of the other 5. Seven, then 2, and so on... Let's just say the "even"-ing news is very aptly named! There is no escaping the reality of karmic consequences.

It is all about finding your *balance.* Truth vs spontaneity. And in between...life!

Remember this exercise I suggested years ago on *Clear Path* to Universal superConsciousness I...for Everyone? Put a rubberband around a pen and tug on it. Your *spirit* is your movement away from your Core (the pen). *Soul* is your movement back toward your Core. Notice the increasing stress you feel as you pull away from the Truth. Notice the relief you experience the more your return to your Core! :) That's why meditation is so healthy for our bodies. They already inherently know their own Truth!

Meditation, of course, helps us to get out of our own way, to move ourselves back toward our inherent, natural equilibrium. Psychiatrists and clinical psychologists quietly use the physics of nonlinearity to assist patients in their rebalancing process.

In my case, just being in the presence of them, in itself, helps me to immediately feel normalized, because it dissolves that painfully awkward divide that traps my energy, knowing people can't hear me, leaving me with no place to go. Psychologists and psychiatrists know the same nonlinear physics I do, just likely not to the level of application I take it (attentively to geological events, societal traumas becoming imminent, or cosmic phenomenology), though they certainly could if they wanted to, but they are excellent in its application to human processes (feelings, thoughts, perceptions and beliefs held, notions, behaviors, and the like). They can follow me beautifully! I find it profoundly comforting that they can often empathically hear me before I say a word! =) In college, a psychiatrist and I were soooo superConsciously aligned with each other that telepathy became an everyday part of our communication. Incredibly intriguing, to say the least (pardon the pun!), to both witness and simultaneously experience the Universal physics in action, from the INSIDE! 

Sad that most folks live out their whole entire lives, never having figured it out. Never allowing themselves to "go there!" Determined to keep their feet on the ground (as with Bastian, in The NeverEnding Story).

Sometimes You Feel Like a Nut, Sometimes You Don't

Sometimes I feel like an (dare I say it? *Sings those 5 notes in Close Encounters of the Third Kind*) alien! There, I said it! ...who has come to this planet with extra-ordinarily advanced information from (inner) space that could, and surely would, change, protect, enhance the quality of life for billions of ...aliens to me! But they just are not ready for it! =/ Most would sooner tar and feather me and throw me off their planet (if only that darned gravity thing would let them!) than allow themselves to LEARN anything they just are not yet *ready* to process. And that's where the problem is! Their whole foundation has just not evolved enough to process at that level, to allow in having that much information. They just aren't *there* yet!

Time and space are really nothing more than the reflective readiness to see the Universal Fabric, or Tapestry, for what it is. They pulse and they flex, they breathe and they morph. When you're Conscious you can actually see that. Seems scientists need those perceived "centuries" to awaken themselves to higher mindfulness. Higher Answers require folks having prepared themselves to allow in information that is new or strange to them (like hairstyles, clothing trends, vehicles...). People need to be *ready* to process all that.

In the meantime, all the unconscious guesswork and distractions are what underlie mental illnesses and life's many stressors and determine quality of life, or lack thereof, for billions of people around the world. The more Conscious/Awakened folks are, the less dutifully locked into what everybody else is doing.

Psychiatrists referenced in my college thesis mentioned earlier also suggested that homeless (hear the analogy?) folks had fallen outside that collective huddle/establishment (becoming misfits) and could really benefit from those classrooms they were calling for, where they would have help from *higher realizers* to help them find their way out of their limbo, having had life experiences that wouldn't let them go back, with no assistance to move forward. Breaks my heart to realize, from a "parade view" perspective, so much of what is going on, have the Answers to help, and not be appreciated as such.

In addition to *Clear Path*....II, for Evolving Scientists blog, there is also *Clear Path*...I, for Everyone for a more personalized experience toward becoming Enlightened, complete with mindful exercises to do in the privacy of your own space. I'll link them when I have a chance.

** Personally hate the "g" word, so I haven't used it all these years/decades (everybody is! Most just haven't figured that out yet! ;) ). But I've been getting so beaten up and beaten down over the last several months that, when I have to defend myself so much, hey...there is nothing/Nothing like the Truth!

*** The movie Knowing perfectly captures what it feels like, and looks like, to be me, where an elementary time capsule is raised and shown that a child accurately had mathematically foreseen every horrific event in detail over 50 years.

"You Are Soooo Exhausting to Be Around!"

 -- Two different friends, who never even met each other, probably to this day, a year apart, to me! =(

That doesn't make me feel very good! =(

I can figure out the whole entire Universe, and on such extraordinary levels, but that enormous divide, being "far more highly evolved" (actual diagnosis) than conventional minds would ever even begin to expect from me, just gets bigger and bigger, and more and more painful.

For me to tell anyone who I really am, like it or not I have to inadvertently tell them who they really are! And it just never, ever works out!

There is just no escaping the very real reality that when people are around each other on a close friends basis, how and what they think and feel about life, religion, stuff going on in the news, hot topics, everyday goings-on, etc., are going to be confronted. It's just a natural situation in human interaction. Shared, and sharing, experiences are what make relationships, well...relationships!

When you are on completely different sides of the Universe on things, and moreso if your whole entire overall life philosophy is at odds, that makes for a really awkward, and yes!, "exhausting" relationship.

It's nobody's fault! It's just basic reality!

Try as I might to pique and intrigue their curiosity, it just reaches a point where they "fall back down the ladder" (Dalai Lama's analogy) into the comforting arms of conventional familiarity.

It's painful, being me. It doesn't feel very good getting pushed away all the time.

I remember once, in a graduate school psychology class, I couldn't wait until it was my turn to teach the class! I sat in the back, quiet all the time, but was so excited planning for the day when I got to be professor for 2 hours, teaching my assigned topic. But when the day came, and I joyfully showed up in class completely prepared, handouts and all, the professor completely blew me off altogether and stole my 2 hours away for himself, as if I didn't even exist! =( It was that darned "genius" in the house thing again...professors didn't think I needed it! Did I miss something? Yeah! That little essential thing about being included and being allowed to participate and interact with my classmates, as they were allowed with each other!

Why not me? =(  Omg, that hurt! That just really, reeeally hurt!

It's all about the experience!

Rudolph Syndrome, I've been known to call it! "They never let poor Rudolph join in any reindeer games!"

Non-Linear physics transcends all conventional notions of time and space (spaceXtime), accessing a much higher Universal Process that most folks never allow themselves to see, and I cannot not see. That lonely divide is as eternal as that higher reality.

I'm Still Here...Atreyu!

Artax…!!!!!!!!!

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